Sume things are worth beleving
Money is Love
Book 3
Klaus J Joehle
This is the unedited coppy
Forvard
Im just going to tell it like it is!
We derect what we exspereacn in aur lives with What we thing and how we think.
We have what we have and or don’t have what we want because of how we think.
If we want to exspereans life diferently? Then we need to think diferently.
This is book 3 of my jorny of changing my thoughts and thereby chaning my life.
Some times its esear to understand by watching some one els go throue it.
Its all abut the dreem
We don’t stop ever, we keep on going no mater what, no mater happens.
Some days its going to be easy and other days it will be hard so what!
I want to be the director of what I will experience in my life
I’m willing to do the work to learn it.
As I’m learning it my life will get better and better.
I will live my dreem
Why do we beleve silly things
Resisting the inflow of abundance. Resisting the financial abundance with the thoughts that we have and the emotions and feeling we attach to money, the idea of money. The idea of that energy, how it’s allowed to come. You know, the stereotype thing that is taught to us, not to all of us, but to a lot of people, that you have to work hard for it. If you don’t work hard for it, and you just receive it, then you don’t appreciate it. All these little things that are untrue.
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Opposites enhance each other
It’s true that when you have 2 opposites together they enhance each other, so as I thought about the abundance of money today, my 3.6 million and having it I realized that it’s more beautiful, because I don’t have it. There is contrast of what I’m exsperensing and what I really have, yet the opposite end in this contrast is when I allow myself to believe I have it already to such a degree that I begin to emotionally experience it. That experiencing of 3.6 million tastes better, because I’ve also experienced the not having it. So there is 2 opposites, that enhance each other.
Its like hunger nuthing makes food test beter then when we are hungry. This all gos back to the fact that life is ment to be exspereanst. Life is not something that happens to you it is something we exspereance.
It is our thoughts and feelings of money that either cause it to flow into our lives easily and abundantly or restrict the flow. It’s one of the two. There’s no in-between, we either resist it or we allow it.
It’s really easy to tell whether we are allowing it or resisting it by the way it flows in. Does it flow in easily and abundantly? At the level you require to fully experience your life? Yes or no? It’s Yes or No. Whatever it may be, just admit it to yourself.
Just admit now what it is – Yes or No.
As you answered it, you’ve probably heard yourself saying something on the inside “Well, no, but that would require a lot of money and this and that…” More or less – excuses we make. These excuses come from deep inbred feelings of money. We come to the point where we think “Money corrupts, money is evil, money has that power” Money has no power! The only power money has is what you can buy with it.
Now, if we eliminated all money and changed it to chicken fingers! What? Then we will give that power to chicken fingers? Chicken fingers would become evil? Chicken fingers could control you make you bad? No, they can’t!
Yes, when you have money, you have a tool that’s true. But they do not corrupt. Money does not corrupt. Neither does chicken fingers any more than money does.
If the person can be bought for some reason. In other words, “You do this! I’ll give you this” Whether it’s money or chicken fingers it make no difference, as long as at the end they can get what they want. Then most likely they will agree to it.
Now some people would say “I wouldn’t do everything for money” Good for you. Because you have to decide for yourself where that line is.
But that means nothing to money. Money is literally a piece of paper, we stamp some color on, and some numbers. We use it as trade. Whether it’s chicken fingers or cows it doesn’t matter. If you are doing something with money that some would call evil or bad whether you yous money or chicken fingers it’s the same thing, it makes no difference!
There is an illusion about money that we’ve picked up. What is it?
Of all the people that write me, 90% have issues with money. Whether they admit it or not it comes out so strongly in their emails, you can see it right there, even if they don’t directly mention it, although a lot of them do.
So money is a big issue, and why is money a big issue? Because they have ideas of things they want to do. They are not necessarily things of playtime. Although, who cares? It doesn’t matter, the Universe doesn’t care what you want to do with your money.
If you want to spend it sitting under the sun good for you! Enjoy that, that’s an experience. That’s a life experience, you can bring back with you. The Universe will give you all the money that is required to do that if you allow yourself to receive it.
We have negative feelings about money. We’ve picked these things up and most of the people that write me even express it in their emails in some manner and don’t even realize it. I will give you an example of one particular email just one of hundreds and I am going to give you a beautiful example of how I’ve done the same thing and today, at this very point still do it. I have to admit it because in a last few days I’ve come to realize that I still resist the money flow.
So we gont to try to dig it out that’s what we goning to do. While talking about it, hopefully digging it out at the same time I hope you can dig it out also. We’ll get that plug loosened up and pooled out of there and we’ll let this abundance flow, so we can really move into cherishing life and expressing ourselves fully.
The painter requires the money for the paint and the canvas. The builder requires it to build, to do the beautiful structures that they want to build. It’s just a form of energy, but it’s a form of energy, that the Universe has an endless abundance of, and can produce and endless abundance of. But we’ve totally restricted it and so we restrict ourselves our entire lives.
Example 1. Someone wrote me recently, and they’re working on the lottery, because they’ve read my first book. And right away they start off with “Oh, when I win I plan on giving 10 to 15 % to charities!” they even name some of the charities for children and so forth.
Hey, if you want to do that that’s wonderful, that’s fine! But you don’t need to do that in order to win. You don’t need to do that in order to justify receiving money the Universe will just give it to you. Matter of fact, if the charities learn to open up and allow themselves to receive, the Universe will triple and 10 times and a 1000 times give them what they want.
All they have to do is ask what they probably are already doing, but the next step is allowing it in, allowing that flow in.
So, you can tell from the email that they have an issue with money. They think that they need to justify it, perhaps even work for it, otherwise – if you don’t work for it – you’ve heard the saying – you don’t appreciate it. That’s entirely untrue. Just because someone received some money and spends it having a good time, and at the end doesn’t have any of it left, is no justification of anything. That was their experience. Whether they do that with money that comes in monthly, or one lump sum, it makes absolutely no difference!
In the first place they’ve done something more right than we have, they’ve allowed it to flow in. We say “Oh, you should have hangd on to it, saved it!” Well, fine. Is that’s our opinion, your opinion, my opinion, maybe someone else’s?
Actually, it’s not my opinion. They should do whatever they want do with it. Maybe they want that lump sum of money just to go crazy and just to go spend it. I’ve done that, and you know what? It was really good! I’ve actually done that this summer. I had money saved up, put away that could be used for retirement, could be used for a lot of good things. Could be kept as an emergency money. But instead I took the whole summer off.
I also did some other things this summer, I wrote a new book and worked on allowing more money to come in. Needless to say, it was the best spent money, I’ve ever spent!
So justifying money and how it comes in and why we should allow it to come in really represents that we have a bit of a problem. You can say “No” to that and just simply look at your inflow. Do you have a good inflow of what you want? Of all that is required to truly live your life to the absolute fullest? Yes or No? If it’s No, then you know that you are not fully allowing it in.
Now, we all have variables. Some people perhaps living in a Mexican village will only let in $50 a year. You might say “Oh, they have no opportunity for more.” Well, the Universe has the opportunity to give them more once they understand that they can have it and learn how to open the flow. Another person might be living in United States or Canada and might have a larger flow of money. One person makes 60,000 a year, another person makes 300,000 a year, another person makes 300,000 a month. It’s all levels, and it’s all levels based on us. The Universe doesn’t care. The Universe doesn’t care if Bill Gates has so many billions of dollars. It doesn’t remove any money from us.
Sometimes we’ve come to believe that when one has money a nuther will not have it because there is only so mutch to go arund, but that’s untrue. We need to believe in an all-powerful Universe, not in an all-powerful money.
I get many-many emails similar to that where pepole feel they need to do something, they need to work spiritually on themselves in order to deserve the money. They need to send out lots of love into the world to deserve the money. They need to do something, they feel thay don’t just deserve it because, They Are.
Well, You Are, What you are and so you deserve, that’s really the truth of it, but the question is do I myself totally believe it? So let’s go look at an example.
Let’s look at an example of my first book. Here I am, I get an idea that I can mentally travel at the future, look at how the sports lottery, several sports games are goning to play out, who’s goning to win? It’s a simple one, one or the other. It seems pretty simple. So I go and I do it. I work at it, work hard at it, put a lot of effort into it, I really did. I was proud of myself. It’s probably something that I really put my heart into.
I worked harder at other things, but this, I put my true heart in to it. It was really me. So, I did it, I succeeded, the money started flowing in. It got pretty good there for a while. Then it didn’t get so good anymore, it became harder. What was really happening was I was resisting the money. I had money issues in my head, thoughts, ideas, beliefs about money that actually held it back.
As the money started to flow in, these inner beliefs and inner thoughts began to engage and close it off. So I had to work harder to make it work! Then the money would flow and then my resistance would come up even more. This is a silent thing, it’s like a silent running program that runs inside you, probly been there for so many years.
These issues have been there before I began playing with the sports lottery, because in the past as things got better with money, somehow I managed to sabotage it, all the time. As I was doing a lottery thing the same thing happened.
I began putting more effort into it, I workt even harder. I was working at it 12 hours a day towards the end. My resistance was working at it 12 hours a day olsow. It was matching my effort, effort for effort, because that’s what its designed to do.
At that time I didn’t realize what the problem was. Because when I looked at money I thought “No, I don’t have a problem with money, I love money!” But I really did have a problem. There are issues from my childhood when I had a little bit of money and I was spending it and I would get yelled at, as in. “Why do you waste your money on chocolate bars!?” “Money is hard to get!” This somehow got locked into me as beleves that I’m a money waster, and I’m not good at saving money, making money and so forth.
This belief was deep inside of me so deep that it’s like program that’s running that you don’t see. You have a computer in front of you in the back there is a program running like a little virus, that does things that you don’t even know. Like you are working on your word program and it removes words, takes out whole sentences and you don’t know what’s going on. In other words, it’s sabotaging your work. That’s what these beliefs do. They are in there.
They are there for a purpose, because they create life experiences automatically, if they are set in place of what we want. Now, if we want the experiences of having hard time with money we set it up that way and they work automatically to make sure we have that.
For those people that have money come to them very easily, they have the same program running in their mind, the only thing it’s the opposite. It’s the program of allowing, not the program of resisting.
So all of us who tend to resist money have this program running and to certain degrees. The program can be set at a number or at eny level of reseving or resisting “Oh, you can’t go past this! 30 thousand a year, 40,000 a year, 50,000 a year, 100,000 a year, a million a year” believe or not, people who are wealthy can also have this issue at a certain level.
They may have an income of a million dollars, but they have a different lifestyle, so that million dollars in some aspects can represent as much as someone who makes only 50,000 in comparison. Because their life style and their needs are different. They have different requirements, because perhaps of the business they are in they also need the money.
If they are building large buildings and selling them, they use that money to stake the project, then when the project’s complete they receive the money back plus more money if it all works out. Sometimes they are trying to move further and they can’t, they are just stuck, stuck at let’s say, at that million dollars. To really expand where they want to be now, they need to move to 3 and 4 million. It’s the same resistance? Just a different amount.
So don’t categorize one person on the amount of money that they have or use or have coming in and say “If I had that much, I would be totally happy!”
Well, you might be for a while. My income is 10 times what it was before. You know what? In all honesty it’s not enough. My income is not enough anymore. My income is 10 times and, yes, if I step back where I was yeah, I’d have 10 times what I need, but I’m not there anymore, I’m doing many more things, many more creative things, and so I need, in a sense, more money. I’ve expanded the way that I experience life and so, again, I need more money for that new experience. In other words I need more energy. That money represents energy.
That’s what it represents! So it’s like gas for the car. I’m traveling further now, bigger distances, higher up in the mountains so I need more gas, that’s it! The Universe says “Yes, have more, we love your experiences! Experience all you have, have more. Excuse me, you have to open the door. We’re trying to let it in. Please open the door, we have a lot here for you. Any amount you want, open the door.” Are we opening the door?
How do I know I’m not opening the door? By the fact that I don’t really have quite enough for what I need. Yes, I have lots I have food, I have everything else, but not quite enough for what I need to fully expand! Its that simple!
So let’s talk a little bit more about what’s resisting. Why am I resisting? Why am I resisting the flow? Am I scared of money? Am I scared that it will ruin my life? Am I scared or afraid, or worry that I won’t do what I’m doing right now writing, talking about it, make recordings, put them on webpage for other people, so that they would also improve their lives? Would I not be doing it?
I’m not sure. At some dark corner in my mind, there is a little tiny thought that I can just sort of see and it’s saying that “We need to do something. You can’t just have, and have, and have, and have. What kind of example is that?” Oh, I see so now I have to set a good example, I can’t just be me! Be what I really preach or talk about just allowing it to come in. Allow the Universe to find where perhaps my service in a return to the Universe works best. And just allowing that.
So how do I get out of that feeling? One of the ways we get those feelings out is by talking about it. Years ago when I was doing the sports lottery thing I should have went for help, but I didn’t realize it. Had I realized it I would have gone for help. I could have got a some halp, went for therapy. Because that’s a place where we can talk and these are professionals, these people know how to dig thes things out.
I could walk in there and say “Look, I really think I have negative issues about money and If bin self-sabotaging myself my whole life, I really need to dig this out, but I can’t seem to find it on my own. Can you help me?”
I’m kinda upset at myself, I love that time when I was doing the sports lottery. I truly love that! It was really joyous part of my life even though I had to work so hard against myself. The upseting part is I didn’t realize I was self-sabotaging myself.
So the first thing to knowing we have an issue and admitting to it is looking at our life and saying this “Do we have enough?” If there is not enough, then there is an issue, and the issue is not with money or a lack of money in the Universe, or the Universe’s ability to bring it about. The Universe can creat it in endless amounts. No matter how much money anyone has it doesn’t matter the Universe is capable eny amunt we want and it wants to do it, because it brings about enormous joy.
You might say “money doesn’t buy love”. No, you are not trying to buy love you are trying to experience life in a more joyes way and you are just using it as an energy to experience it more fully, to be whatever you are, more fully.
People say “If you give everybody 3 million dollars.” then nobody will work.” I think that’s untrue. Because we always expand more. Let’s say on average people have $10,000 in their bank account. If you go to Mexico to the small villages, on average they might have 2 dollars in their bank account. The $10,000 is as much to them, as this 3 million is to us, see? So it all is a reference point, really.
So if you say “If we give all of them $10,000 they will do no more work!” That is totally, totally untrue. Matter of fact, run that scenario through your mind. I think if they were ready for it and receive it they would probably do good things with it. Some would go out and spend it, blow it, and buy stuff, cool stuff. Some would build themselves a house, some would send their kids to education, some would build a restaurant. Who knows? All kinds of things could be brought about. Fear of money is what I hear coming from most pepole.
We need to learn how to open that up. Each time we do we then teach it to our children without ever saying anything. Because guess what? We’ve learned this resistance right from when we were kids till now and we probably picked it up in part from our parents, and didn’t even realize it. Because our parents don’t really have to do anything we see it, we hear it, we pick up the feelings of fear of money.
We hear it on the news all the time: “There’s not enough of this! The economy is going down…” I mean, the place can be booming, and the news media will come in scrreming: “Sales are down, sales are down…” The holl time the place is booming.
One of the things I’ve done is I stopped watching the news. For several years now. I tell yah that’s been the best thing, because I don’t need those lies fed into my mind every day, and I don’t need to waste my energy on what is being sensationalized so much that it’s just baloney? So I just removed it and you know what? My life works just fine! That’s right, the news media only gives you a little piece, anyway. You won’t miss much. But that’s your choice. If you want to continue, if you can expand where you are and continue watching it good for you. I can’t, I need to remove it, so I removed it. It was of no value to me. The information mostly is false, sensationalized and twisted around to make a story. As simple as that.
It gave me more time. More time to work on myself. More time to spend thinking things that uplift me rather then upset me.
Thoughts and feelings we have about money. When we look at money, there is really only two types of thoughts: One is of not enough. One is of abundance. There is two sides to it. One is allowing, one is disallowing.
We gonna make things really simple. We’ll see where we are at. And then slowly over time we gonna dig out some of that resistance. Well, I’m hoping we are. You know – by talking about it. We’ll dig out some more, because we wanna expand, we wanna grow further, we wanna experience more joy.
Yeah, we don’t need the money we say but, yeah, we do. It’s an important part of our life. It causes a lot of grief for a lot of people, because they are really trying to do a wonderful things, they are not lazy, they just need the money to expand, to be all they can be.
First thing let’s look at money. Let’s grab some money and take a look at it. And what do we feel when we look at this money, be it a dollar bill, a 100 dollar bill, 10 dollar bill? Just some loose change, whatever doesn’t matter. What do we feel? Do we feel lack, or do we feel abundance?
How can we tell if our thoughts towards money is a lack of money, or is an abundance of money? How can we tell? We can tell by our feelings. This is something that can take a little practice.
But how we reely feel about money? Do we feel really joyful? We look at money does it make us happy and excited?
When we buy something with it what do we feel?
“Oh, that’s too expensive! Ooh, I’m spending too much money! I don’t have this much. Maybe I shouldn’t be wasting the money on this…” Are these the feelings we have? Oh, then we are looking at lack!
There are just two thoughts a lack of or an abundance of.
I have a small card where at the bottom in very fine small writing are numbers nubers 3,600,000.00. They are there, because I sit and I look at those numbers until I have a really-really strong feeling for them of positive energy. A positive feeling.
What I do is I pretend it’s in my bank account. That’s right nothing else in my life has changed, I’m sitting exactly where I am, doing exactly what I’m doing. I’m sitting here with the clothes I have on, shoes I have on, the whether whatever it is. Im where I’m living. Nothing has changed, the only thing is I’ve put 3.6 million in the bank. I have 3.6 million is sitting in the bank account, that’s it!
Now, what I’m trying to do with that is get a feeling. Pretend it so much, that I have a feelings and then hold that feeling. You’ll know that feeling, when it’s based on the abundance, on the having, on the allowing it, it feels exciting! I mean, it’s just a surge of joy that wells up inside of you.
At first you might only hold it for a second, but after few weeks you’ll be able to hold it for a few minutes and a little longer. I do this every morning first thing. What that is doing is it is erasing that resistance I have had with money, that fear I have had with money. Because it’s hard to dig it all out! It’s hard to figure out what the real issue is and dig it out. Although I do know that I have issues, and in time I will work throw it.
I use those numbers 3.6 million to bring about the feeling. In a sense, that’s how the Universe creates, because it sees trough our eyes and our feelings engage it. In other words, we put the money in front of us we see it, our eyes see the money, the Universe sees the money also, but now our feelings tell the Universe which one to create to create a lack of it, or abundance of it. Ah, see? That’s where the feeling comes in!
Back in the days, when I was doing my lottery thing, {pedicting the outcome of the sports lotery} When I looked at the money, the Universe saw the money through my eyes, and then caught the feeling. What was the feeling? A lack, a lack of money. Because at that time I was very fearful of not having enough money, of not succeeding, of loosing my house and loosing everything if I can’t make this lottery thing continue to work. So a lot of fear came up.
The fear comes up because of believes. Sometimes doubts can come up it’s OK, we just let them flow through, recognize that they are doubts, let them flow through and then go back to realizing that we can’t do it.
Now, the thing is these thoughts, these feelings come up because I was afraid. I was afraid of failure. I had fears and that fear is a feeling and that feeling is there because of my thoughts and the thoughts are there because of what I beleved.
So the Universe sees the money that I’m looking at, right now. Look at some money, whatever you got look at it. The Universe sees it.
The feeling that you have a lack of it or an abundance of it that is what the Universe will re-create for you every day. If we’ve been creating a lack of it and we now are switching to an abundance of it we are making that switch and we are looking at money and we feel really good, because “Oh, we have 3.6 million in the bank!” That’s why we pretend we have 3.6 million in the bank in order to engage the feeling of having. The feeling of having creats more.
See, because if we’ve had a lack all our lives, we don’t even know what a feeling of having feels like. So how do you know? You are looking at this money how do you truly know, if you’ve changed your feeling to a feeling of having an abundance of it, to receiving an abundance of it how do you know? Have you ever had that feeling of truly having an abundance of money? Totally free, because you know you have an abundance of money? Probably not.
So that’s what that book “Some things are worth believing in” was designed to do. It was designed for two things:
1 To release the resistance within you without you having to really do anything.
2 To get us to a feeling of what it feels like of actually having the money.
Let’s say, you’ve practiced for a few weeks really getting a feeling of having the 3.6 million and for a minute or few seconds you got that feeling and you went “Hoo, wow!”
That’s a very strong, powerful, amazingly joyous feeling! Youl want more of that feeling. You’ll get so excited about that feeling that you’ll chase it more than you will the money. Ha! Because you know once you have that feeling, each time you strengthen it it stays with you longer throughout the day without you doing anything.
Each time the Universe gets a very strong, powerful surge from you saying “Yap, that’s what I have, and I’m open to receive more!” Because at that very moment we are totally open to receive. How do we know that? By the fantastic feeling we get that strong, joyful surge of beautiful feelings that we get during those few seconds or minutes when we really feel we have the money. What that feeling in return is saying is “We are now open to receive! We are actually open and receiving.” It’s saying we a totally focust on the having on the abundance not on the lack. Those feelings will tell you what you are focused on.
We produce the feeling of having. OK, listen to this very carefully: We produce a feeling of having. Artificially. When that feeling hits the Universe, and the Universe engages it, it returns a feeling to you. Your Larger Self engages a feeling in you and that feeling is an absolute joyous happiness, excitement and a burst of energy. That’s telling you the right contact is made and we are perfectly in line to reseving a abundace.
Now, this works for whatever you want to create. Let’s say, someone doesn’t want to create money they want to create a relationship. They would do the same thing they would go into a phase of pretending that it’s there. Everything in their life is exactly as it is except the relationship is there, a really good one. They would spend as much time an hour, 2 hours, half an hour it doesn’t matter, whatever time it takes, till they got the feeling. Because each time you practice that feeling it will get stronger for you.
So, you get that feeling there it is! As soon, as you get that feeling, and it’s an actual feeling of having the relationship, the Universe catches it, the flow is open at that very moment, and your larger self, the Universe or whatever you want to call it reengages, presses a button inside you, that releases a feeling of utopia, a really happy, joyous, energizes feeling. Which is telling you “You got it! The flow is open. You’ve engaged it!” All the events timing sorcomstanses pepole and coinsadences will be lind up for it to become a fisical life realety for you.
If you do it incorrectly, the Universe, or that Larger Self, your Higher Self whatever you want to call it will also press a button (it has 2 buttons) and you’ll feel down, you’ll feel negative, you’ll feel not very good. That’s telling you that you’ve actually been focusing on a lack
You see? When you focus on the having, on the abundance the Universe will signal you. When you have that total feeling, when you have it you’ll be signaled by the Universe or the Higher Self pressing the button and saying “Yes!” Instantly you will get wonderful surge of energy, of utopia, of really good feeling. You will feel on the top of the world! The more powerful you will feel the having of it the stronger the Universe will press that button. The heavier it presses it, the more of a surge of joy you will get.
The opposite is also in effect. If you go the opposite direction, the way the Universe, your Higher self, that Larger self whatever let’s you know, is by pressing another button, which gives you a negative feeling.
That’s how the signal works. Because see, the thing is it’s supposed to be more or less an unconscious thing, but we’ve trained it to go in the opposite direction for so long, that now we have to consciously switch it over. It’s like a wheel that is turning one way and we have to switch it. So now, consciously we make the effort and switch it over.
Once it’s been switched and the money starts to flow in and it’s all there, the whole thing will go automatically and you will always know whether you are there or not by how you feel. When you look at money you will you feel excitement and joy, or will you feel less of a positive feeling, a negative feeling? That will instantly tell you what is being created for you and that will instantly tell you what you need to do.
So the exercise of pretending so much so, that you receive that feeling of acknowledgement from the Universe, that feeling of joy and utopia, of pretending that that money is in your bank account so much so is there for basically one reason: so you can find and experience the feeling of actually having an abundance of money.
You see, if you have 3.6 million in the bank than this won’t really work for you. What you’ll do is mark it up to 10 million dollars, right? And it’ll work just fine for you.
If you are a stock car driver and winning the race is the thing you want to do you would do exactly the same thing. You would change nothing in your life and your thoughts right now, all you would do is add the win, you would pretend you’ve won. So much so, till the Universe presses that button. You will know, because you will get that feeling exactly what it feels like to have won. And you will do that over and over every day to the point where even during the day you feel it. Without any effort it has actually become part of your feeling.
This will take time. For some of you weeks, for some of you months. I’ve been at it now for 3 month, and it’s made a huge difference in my life. But 3.6 million is not there yet! Don’t worry about that. The 3.6 million will show up. The difference for me is so great in how I feel it’s amazing! Because, you see, that great feeling that I have has now expanded into my days. Each morning I practus feeling the having of what I want, the feeling gets stronger and it reinforces it.
Now, there are some mornings when I can’t quite get it. This morning I worked at it for an hour, and got the feeling only for a short time! But that’s OK. I kept at it for a little longer and then I let go. Tomorrow morning I’ll do it again.
See, we don’t really want to overdo it. Otherwise it will create resistance. Every day, once a day, do it really strongly. If you really feel up to it and you want to do it again in the afternoon that’s fine. As long as you do it intently enough untill you have the feeling.
If you do it fast hartedly then you really goning to cause more of a problems. Because the idea is to get the feeling not to get feeling down. So you need to do it in a time when you know you have enough time to complete it. In other words to keep doing it, keep doing it till you get a feeling for it, some kind of a feeling. The feeling will be in different levels at different times. Some days it’s so fantastic! It’s incredible like nothing I ever felt before! Other days, it’s not quite as strong, it varies. It’ll go on for few days not being very strong, and then all of a sudden it will expand to even a stronger feeling. But it’s because I continued on with it.
How will this produce the money? Oh, it will, because the Universe is now getting an opening for it and by attracting the events, circumstances, coincidences, timing, people, ideas and opportunities to me. You have to remember that all the resistance that has bin there for years will take time to work thrue. You probably want this to work instantly, and so do I. But the truth is it might not.
That’s a silly thing to say, because for another person this thing could work in a week and probably will, and I bet you I will get emails, once the book is out and more people have seen it saying that it’s worked fast for people. But if it doesn’t, that just means we’ve spent a lot of years resisting, like I have, and it will take a little time to turn that wheel around. Once it turns around – Wow! – it’s like you don’t have to do very mutch anymore, it becomes normal for you to let abundanc flow to you.
That’s just the way things are. We all are a little different, so allow things to be the way they are for you, slowly, quickly whatever the case.
There is a good point to things working slowly, and there is a good point to things working quickly. Things that work very quickly have to be reinforced more. Things that work slowly they build themselves in very firmly, and once they are in they just stay in. So it’s a good point and bad point it depends on how you look at it. I wouldn’t worry about it just go for the feeling.
Before you can turn it around you have to get to that feeling of what it is that you want. Ill say it again, the feeling let’s you feel what’s it like. That means you can actually create it, because without that feeling, you can’t really send a signal to the Universe to create it for you and attract the events, circumstances, coincidences, timing, people, ideas and opportunities to you.
If you don’t have enough and it’s a little bit of a tight thing for you oh, then you are sending out a signal of lack. It’s that simple!
So we have to switch it to the signal of abundance. When the Universe receives that signal of abundance and the flow starts it returns the signal with the real feeling of happynes and exspetation. Here you go it’s really that simple!
If you do this the flow will begin. Things will begin to change. All the scenarios that need to come into place to change will. The 3.6 million may not come in one lump I don’t know, it’s really up to you. It may come in 10,000 increments, you might receive a raise, a new job. Somebody might tell you about an investment, and you receive a bonus of $500 and you throw that $500 into the investment and six weeks later that little stock thing goes up 10 times and now you have 5 grand. Well, your income just went up 10 times! Right?
So each of these little things you have to let them unfold, let the Universe bring all the coincidences together and let it unfold, because life is supposed to be an experience. This is not an axsaden, it’s part of our experience.
This is something we are going through and doing together. Hundreds, thousands of us! Because as you read the book and you start by beleving you can, and Frank over there and Janice, and everybody else. We are all doing this together, and we are all going through this wonderful experience together. And it’s actually a fun experience! The creating of it is a real experience. The having of it will be new experience also, but the whole creating, the whole shifting ourselves from the lack to the having, to the positive feeling of having is a wonderful experience and we want to taste it and experience it as much as possible. We want that, because we are goning use this same system to create virtually everything else in our lives.
Resently I’ve lost some business and I did feel I felt kinda down about it. I trid to push the feeling avay but it was really bothering me. I didn’t want to let it bother me, but it was bothering and bothering and bothering me. The fact that I wasn’t letting it bother me is why it was partially bothering me. There’s some sadness involved with it.
It wasn’t the money, it wasn’t the job, it had something to do with friends what I thought where friends that’s really what it was. So I had some sad feelings about it and I didn’t allow myself to experience those feelings. I was pushing them back and saing “No-no-no, this will interfere with my creating a grater abundance and it will bring me down.”
Well, in fact, I was dragging it along like a bunch of tin cans. You know, they are clanking behind me and it’s causing more grief, then it should, because I did not want to exsept the feeling and by that let it go? The honest thing is I couldn’t have done the job enyway, and I didn’t have time.
The issue is I’ve got to deal with those feelings. How do I deal with them? Well, just sit down and really experience the feeling. Feel the anger, feel the depression, feel the… I don’t know, the sadness… Whatever it is feel it, then I can understand what it is that’s realy bothering me.
In other words, just allow it long inuf so I can understand and then I can let it go and detatch.
Sometimes we have to look at these things and remove minor things from our lives to make space so that we can do this creating so much so that we look forward to it.
The more I put my thoughts where I want them the beter I feel. My forst prioraty is to chang how I feel and that will begin to chang the world that I exsperean.
Also, what I noticed that pretending I have the 3.6 mill in the bank can cause a little confusion in my day, because this change how I think abut things. The thing is that the money is not hear yet so I cant react to my thoughts and feelings yet.
I’m really shifting things around, shifting my thinking around. So there is got to be a little uprooting and a little shaking going on, and maybe I’ll be a little less focused in my day-to-day stuff. If you have a job and you notice that well, you’ll have to make some concessions with it, somehow work around that. I think in time it will balance out and I will become more focused. My ability to focus has greatly increased, the amount of other thoughts that I have in my head that where constantly coming up, they have settled down since if bin pratesing having the 3.6 mil.
So in some erea I’m a little unfocused, in some erea I’m a little more focused. Sounds like I’m both ways? Yeah, it’s a teeter-totter thing. And rightfully so.
I’m leting go old beliefs I’ve been carrying with me for years, that were literally holding me back so there’s going to be some shaking, rock and roll Enjoy the ride! That’s what somebody said to me the other day.
It’s not what happens afterwards, this moment right now this is my life. This is experienceing life and at this moment it is what im ecspereancing..
I was thinking more about the resistance we have build up towards money and abundance and now just allowing things to flow. Even just allowing all things to come to us, that we require for whatever we are trying to do, whether it’s build a house, or start a biussnes or whatever it is. We have certain requirements that we need to exspereans what it is we want to exspereanc.
It’s our job, to envision what we want to experience . But envision that with our feelings and emotions. Then the Universe, will put all the events, opertunatys, pepole, coinsadences and so on to make it turn out in such a way that it gives us that particular experience. A joyous one, or whatever we might have in mind. But it’s our job to envision it in such a manner, that the Universe can put it together. Leting the how unfold as it dus. In uther words we will consern our selves with what we want and leve the how it will come to the unavores.
I thought abut the 3.6 million and that it’s been several months sins I have started this. Then I thought about my thoughts about money and how many thoughts I have, perhaps that fit into the lack side of money, rather than the abundance side. I realized that the percentage of thoughts on the lack side was so huge that it was totally out of balance. So I had to work very hard to allow some abundance to flow in. Because my thoughts, without my realizing it were so much on the not allowing it to flow. So money would come in spurts when I workt at it really hard. Not realizing that most of my thoughts were really on a lack, not on the abundance. Thos thoughts where constantly workin agenst what I wanted to experience.
So in order to work around my own felf sabatage I would open the flow by envisioning money coming in, radiateing out love and work quite hard at it. Then coincidences would line up, it would take some time, but there it was, the money would flow in. Then I would let go of that hard work and slowly my thoughts would go back to where they were sitting before. As my thoughts slowly went back to feelings of not enuf the flow of money would slow down. This is a slow graual thing that happens over sevral muths that’s whay we don’t notis it. What I would notis is that the money was not flowing so abundandy eny more. What im doing difrent now is that im not tring to creat the money im changing my thoughts and then the flow of money will olsow chang. Its harder to do but it will last a life time. Right now I feel like I’m right in the middle, on the line of a fence. Not really having a foot in the lack, and not really having a foot in abundance. So Im in this mid-zone, where it feels like it could go either direction, but neither one is really happening. The flow is not really increesing yet, and yet I’m not really in the lack, either. So now, at this stage, what happens a lot of times we kinda give up. You know, we’ve put in a fair bit of work, a fair bit of time. And we say and nothing is happening and then we kinda let go and we jump back into our old paterns of thinking and continue on. What would happen is the scale would slowly drop back down into a lack side, because we would automatically flow back into our previous thinking patterns. Maybe not as heavily, but slowly and surely it would run back into those thinking patterns. In time we would be right back where we were before. Which is obviously not what we want.
This sort of thing, if you think about it, happens a lot. I’ve done this many times.
I’ve worked at something, went a certain distance, came to that mid-zone, a very confusing time when you are right at that balanced part, because you are not getting a sense of where I am, because I’m in a middle point. I don’t feel like I’m in the abundance side, but I don’t feel like I’m at the lack side either.
The point I’m making is it is more important now to continue on and keep going. If I keep going, the scales are going to start to tip over towards the abundance side. The more I keep going, the more they will tip.
Some day thinking thoughts of abundans will stay ingrained as much as thoughts of lack had been in the past. It will take some time, it’s like a groove that’s gets groundin. Once you’ve cut a deep groove of abundance, it’s not goning to switch to lack of abundance.
Once the mind havs been trained to stay at certain thought patern, it will stay there. Once we truly believe that we are on the abundance side the mind continues to produce thoughts to remind us that we are on the abundance side. That’s what it’s supposed to do.
We change our thoughts. The easiest way to change your thoughts is not try to remove the ones we have, but simply focus on a new one. One simple new thought and make it a very powerful strong thought. Having 3.6 million dolares in aur bank actt
It’s a good place to start. Keep doing it until it brings about a wonderful joyous feeling.
I was doing a small tile job. Geting up off the floor and noticed I was really sore my back was sore and there was muscle pain. That’s when I realized I had fallen into a pattern of thinking thoughts of lack. I didn’t realize it, but when I’m working I fall into a heavy pattern of thinking. I just automatically drift through thoughts not at all associated with tiling, because to me tiling is such a simple thing, that I do it automatically.
So, once I realized I was having some thoughts and looked at them I realized that there’s quite a few thoughts on a lack of money. As in I would like to have this or that but cant aford it. Olsow thoughts and feelings that I olways over spend my money and so on. Once it starts the mind will bring up more thoghts asoseated with the same line of thoughts. But I recognized it. What maters is that I recgognised it. I just took a couple of minutes and I thought about my 3.6 million having them in the bank, just sitting in a bank. I reminded myself there is 3.6 million in the bank. I reminded my mind, my body by bringing about the feeling as best as I could in that short period of time. Which isn’t that strong of a feeling, but it’s beter then what I was feeling, I brought the feeling of having 3.6 mil in my bank acct as mutch as I could, and then I continued working, while holding that thought and feelings.
The next thing I noticed is that the pain in my body was gone and I was feeling quite good! That made me realize. A lot of what we perceive in our environment is in our heads, it’s not really real. Yes, the physical pain if you feel a physical pain is real, but all of a sudden, when you start thinking about something that brings a lot of joy and that joy is felt physicalyl and the pain leaves!What that tels me is that most of what I feel has to do with what I think whether what I think is real or not. If I have a strong joyful emotion, I physically feel that joy in your body. It’s not just a mental thing, it becomes a physical thing. Where did it come from? Was it created out of thin air? Where did the pain go? So was the pain real? Was it any more real than the feeling we’ve brought about by thinking of the 3.6 mil even thow thay are not real yet? Most if not all we feel is an elushen brot abut by what we think and beleve. A very large part of it is in our heads.
That’s an important thing to remember – when we are doing all this pretending, a lot of the stuff that we experience is already pretending. We see it as real, because we’ve made it real for ourselves, but it isn’t any more real, than what we’re trying to do with the 3.6 million.
As far as resistance, I think, I believe that it’s just a matter of continuing on and the resistance lets go. Because every week as I continue on, first thing in the morning, really putting myself into a feeling that I have the 3.6 million, keeping it extremely simple – “I don’t have to change anything about my life – at all. Just put that 3.6 million in there” – it makes it very-very simple to do. It doesn’t cause a lot of resistance, it’s just adding one little thing. And I just allow it to be there.
I’m not looking for the 3.6 million, I’m not waiting for it, I just wanna experience the feeling. See, if I wait for them – that adds a whole another dimension. If I try to spend them – it adds a whole another dimension to it, it’s going to cause all kinds of problems for myself, for sure. Because if I try to spend them in my head, then next thing I know – I realize I don’t have them and I’ll be reinforcing that I don’t have the 3.6 million – rather than enforcing that I have.
Now, every week this feeling gets stronger and becomes more me, like more natural, as if it’s always been there, as if it’s been part of me. I can’t say “every day”, because some days are not as good and then all of a sudden it’ll break loose and get better. So the improvement is on the weekly basis, rather than on a daily basis.
Because some days when I bring about the feeling, it doesn’t seem to work that well – but I continue on and then the next day or the day after it – it improves and works even better.
I think the trick is to keep on going until the scales begin to tip. As they begin to tip – sooner or later – on towards the abundance side the forethoughts become more and more towards the abundance side. As or feelings and emotions become more and more on the abundance side, things will start to kick in.
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Recently, last week, I won 3 times in a row in a lottery. Nice little chunk of money – but 3 times in a row. That tells me something! For a little bit there the scales tipped into the abundance side.
I don’t care where the money comes from, how it comes. I don’t care if it comes in $10 increments 20, 50, 100, 1000 – I don’t care. This is not about this. This is about changing my ability to attract money. It’s not even about the 3.6 million. They are a tool we are using to change our attraction, allowing of money to flow in.
And we’ve used a large number, so we are not resisting. You know, we could use 10,000 but I think, a larger number is going to expand us more. Because I’ve done this before with 10,000 – I ended up with the 10,000, which was nice, very nice, but I realized then very quickly that I shoulda just make the number bigger, because then I’m not starting all over again. In a sense, I’m allowing more to flow in, not just 10,000. Because I’ve let 10,000 in “right on the line” sorta thing…
So we just allow things to be as they are.
And one other thing I wanna mention. This is kind of an odd thing that has happened yesterday. I’m driving my little boat with the outboard motor to this island. With Roody – taking him for a walk. And we’re just coming to shore and the handle pops off the motor and falls into water, and right at the spot where it’s impossible for me to get it. Had it gone another 5 feet – I’d be able to reach it and get it, but there is also a current there, and I watched a current just take it away.
Now, I was able to kinda fix it ...fast(fastened?) with some tape, and it’s working, it’s fine, I can continue on this way. Still, a little nicer, when that proper handle is on there though. And then I wondered, did I attract that? How did I create that – with my thoughts, negative thoughts? Not being happy with my boat?
And I realized after thinking a little bit… There are two things happening here, I believe: One – I had been thinking about having a different boat, a little bit fancier, with a steering wheel and so forth – which is fine. But I did it in kinda incorrect way, because I lost my appreciation for the boat that I have.
I was looking at it and going “Oh, this is no good! I’d rather have this.” And I’d be looking at my boat and saying “Well, I don’t really like this. I would want it this way…” And so really I’m putting negative thoughts and emotions into this boat – rather than jumping into my boat and pretending so much that it is what I want that the feeling of having the way I want it comes about – while I’m in my boat. Without changing anything.
I just make the adjustments pretending that it’s there so much so that I get a feeling of appreciation for my boat being the way I wanted. That would put the positive feelings, the positive emotions – that opens the flow and the Universe can create that.
But I was doing the opposite – I was actually putting negative thought into it. I was dismantling it, not really creating a better boat. In a sense, I was actually dismantling the one I’ve got -- with my un-appreciation. So in a sense, it dismantles, it falls apart, it doesn’t work as good and so forth.
See, we can create and we can un-create. We can un-create by having it just go away or by having it stolen, or by having it literally fall apart.
We have ability to do either one. So as we are now working on improving our strengths and ability to create – we have to begin to be a little bit more observant, be more careful on how we create. And realize that we have just as much power in the un-creating as we do in the creating.
That’s the fun part, isn’t it? That’s the fun part of learning!
That’s it for today!
Couple of things I want to talk about today. One of them is lately a lot of people have been asking out to dinner or to get together because I have been spending more time by myself, which is what I like. Roberta is more outgoing, she likes to be around people but I prefer to be more by myself. And when I say by myself, that’s not totally true because I am not alone. Just because there is no people around me it doesn’t mean I am alone. Its not something I talk about or write in my books.
Years back when my valve was closed, I shouldn’t say closed but more closed, well restricted is perhaps a better world. And I felt lonely, I felt pain sadness, terrible pain emotional pain. That was because the valves was restricted, there is not enough flow coming through. Once you reach a certain level of opening, what ever that is, probably different for each person, loneliness and those feelings they melt away. Now there are certain days for when some reason or another, what I am doing thinking doing thinking feeling, my valve gets a little restricted and then certain negative emotions come up. That’s normal you know we have this thing where we improve we go back a little bit, its like a little pendulum that swings back and forth. Even though we are improving, its still swings back and forth in a new level of improvement that we are sitting at.
So there is always these little bit of a swing and adjustments that we go through. But at a certain point loneliness disappears. Because you become reconnected with what I could say called the universe or all that is. Once the flow increases to a certain amount it stays there lets say at a minimum, you feel more connected, the best way I could say it is just the loneliness disappear and the need for company is not as great. Although people still of course enjoy each others company and so forth. But the need for it, these deep rooted need for it is not there as much.
So that’s an important aspect to remember, it really goes back to my first book where I talk about sending love and opening the valve. In that retrospect, I talked a lot about sending out love in that book. And really as I look back now and I think about it, and the experience that I have had its really at the beginning more important to open the flow. More for yourself than anyone around you because you have to do it for your self first. Then as you improve the flow radiate out automatically. And as our thoughts improve, I noticed as my thoughts become more positive leaning more on the positive side, things the way I want them seeing those things in my head. As with the 3.6 million because I am spending time emotionally looking at the having of the 3.6 million, not the lack of money.
As I do that more and more the flow actually radiates out into the world more and more. And to people around me also, so it becomes an automatic thing as we improve ourselves. But I think the very first thing is really, the first obligation that we really have is to ourselves. To improve ourselves to lift ourselves up and that’s the main focus. And the other thing I want to talk about is you know when we go through life we have emotional attachments to things, to ideas, to thoughts. All day long we are radiating with emotions we have from thing we see, dislike(5.02) and dislike. But a large part of it we are not looking at what we actually want. We are looking at the opposite.
And I will give you an example of that. Two people, one is …before I go into it, it comes from a real example. Because for my birthday I received a little motorized scooter from Roberta. She bought that for me it was something I really wanted, over a year ago I was creating it. But I had created it in my mind and experienced it so much that I had to experience without having it. And so I was able to let go of it totally and now its coming to my reality. I actually went looking for it a week ago in the store, even asked somebody and they said no we don’t have them anymore, we don’t bring them in anymore. Roberta goes there to get me one and she finds one in that same store, and its exactly the right one that I want.
By creating it a year ago, has kicked in and it had taken a whole year. But now that I have received it, because I have already emotional experience having it the same way we are working with 3.6 million. It was a whole different experience receiving it. I could actually leave it sitting there assembled and not drive it and be totally happy it sitting there. Because I have already experienced it. Now, I am still of course going to drive it but it was more of an experience now of receiving than the having, cause the having I have already experienced.
So some of these things can take a little time to receive. But the example that I want to make here now is based on I was riding it on the docks here. So I am gonna make up a similar example of what might happen. A little kid is riding his bike somewhere, where is not supposed to be. ….(2.19)…but it really is not important, because it’s just a little kid you know 5 years old learning to ride his little tricycle. So …5 foot square space so it doesn’t matter. But someone who is a real tickler comes along who is fearful of the rule that broken ….it will cause problems. So that person comes along and tells the little kid you can’t do this, you can’t ride your bike and so forth. Another person comes along and sees that and finds that unjust. He says look here this is just a small child learning to ride a bike. It really creates not harm or danger for you. And now we have two opposite stands. We have the person who wants to enforce the rule because they want to feel safe and be safe. And he believe that as people break the rule, of course their safety dwindles. Cause more people break the rule, someone sees someone else breaks the rule and pretty soon everybody is breaking the rule and their world becomes unsafe. Cause it’s the rule that make their world safe.
The other person sees it the other way around. Sees those rules as ridiculous especially in the case of like this where we can bend the rules to allow a child to practice in a safety area where there is no one else going to be riding a bike and perhaps running over the child and forth. So you end up with two people arguing back and forth, each having their point. Massive amounts of energy is being expanded by both people, but both people are creating the opposite (9.15)….The person who wants to enforce the rule is having an emotional experience on the rules being broken and is fearful of the rules being broken. So the universe through his or her eyes sees the rules being broken and people breaking the rules and feels the emotional intensity of that fear for breaking the rules. And so the universe creates more of it. Cause that’s what it sees.
The inverse does not judge or think about it. It just receives the messages through your eyes and through your emotions and recreates more of it for you. So for the person who is afraid about the rules being broken the universe creates more people to break the rule. The other person who is feeling that this is unjust who is arguing that you should bend the rules is afraid that these rules are restricting life and is causing us to have less joy and less freedom. And seeing that through his or her eyes and it has an emotional experience to that the universe sees it and the universe creates more rule enforcers and more rules for that person to push against. Because that’s what they are seeing, that’s what they are experiencing emotionally and so the universe creates more of it. Its doing exactly what its being told to do.
Because we don’t understand how the system had been set up to create. We think this world is just here and runs for some reason in some manner. But in actuality it runs according to information it receives from everything and everyone on this planet. Including a tree, including a mouse, a rat, what ever its seeing through its eyes and what ever the system is for human its an emotional thing that triggers that creating part. For a tree it might not be an emotion it might be something else, I don’t know what it is. For a mouse a dog something else again.
If don’t understand what triggers the actual creating part then we don’t understand the mechanism that we are living on. And we don’t understand why things continue to happen. But here is why, because we are not focused on what we want. If the person who is enforcing the rules would realize that what they want is to feel safe and would ….see themselves as feeling safe. Look at this child riding this bike feeling safe and realizing they are in a very safe environment here. Where people obey the rules and only allow them to be bent in a very safe way. And if that person sees it in his mind that so much so that he gets an emotional feeling to it then the universe gets that signal and creates exactly that. Creates a very safe world where the rules are bent, but only in a way that’s safe. And makes it a more … (13.04) and safe world.
Now they would be actually creating something wonderful and the universe will create exactly what that person is seeing through its minds eye. See the universe can’t see or I should see but sees what we see. In a sense I look at a cup but if I convince myself that that blue cup is red so much so that I get an emotion about my beautiful red cup. I feel an emotion about it. There is an emotion welling up of appreciation for my beautiful red cup. The universe sees a red cup not a blue one. And the next cup you receive, and you will receive a cup, will be a red one despite that fact that you have a blue one now.
Now the person who saw the child being harassed cause he or she is learning how to ride a bike got upset about that. But instead he should immediately realize that they are working on their fears and sending the signal of their fear to the universe to create more and so in that respect immediately turn to something more positive. Now lets really take a look at this. If that person were able to see a happy child riding its bike in perfect safety bending the rules a little bit the rule enforcer being extremely happy that these rules are in place and are allowed to be bent a little bit that the child can learn to ride its bike in perfect safety because of those rules. You see those rules means no one could ride their bike so people won’t be riding their bikes by there at 30 miles an hour which would make it rather unsafe for this little child learning to ride the bike because she he is not really steady, can’t get out of the way of fast bike and so forth.
So these rules are serving a purpose. If that person sees that in his minds eye and gets a strong emotion, the universe will create it. Now if only one person is doing the creating, you have the rule enforcer who is still lets say focusing on the negative side. And we have you who is on the other side saying that the rule should be bent for the small child. But you see it now in your minds eye as everything is OK. The universe obviously can’t instantly that very second change it. Because that situation has already been created from a past tense emotion that you had. But if you continue to hold in your minds eye exactly what you want and to such an extend you get a positive emotional feeling for it. The universe will see that and in the future tense create that.
It will line up the circumstance and all the events so that the person who cannot deal with that won’t be around. They would be out shopping they would be somewhere else on the other side of the building. They won’t even noticed it, they would be asleep whatever the case. All the circumstances and events that need to conspire in a certain manner in time and manner will be set up so that you experience exactly what you said? ( 17.03) to the universe.
Now what I have said make sense and sound really simple, but we have done the opposite our entire lives. Very few times that we do in exactly what I just explained. We do it sometimes because sometimes we think about something we want pretend what it would be like to have it and we go that’s so wonderful it would be so neat. And if we do that long enough and in the right way till we actually get an emotional experience the universe gets the signal and picks it up and tries to deliver.
If we stay in an open and allowing way the universe will deliver it. So that’s how all the good things that you have wanted that’s how you receive them. All the things you don’t want that’s how you have receive them. The universe will deliver whatever. Simple as that. Now I have stated that if you were to send love and so forth you would only get the positive. That’s because you can’t send love when you are in that negative state. If you are focusing on a fact that person is mean and ugly nasty and grumpy, that he is not allowing the child to ride the bike there then you have a negative emotional response right now. And with that negative emotional respond you are not sending love you can think about sending love but till that emotional response changes the love isn’t actually flowing from you. There is no love radiating from you. So you have to change your emotional thinking first. Now you can either do that by changing your thinking or changing around your thinking to what you want. Or switch entirely to something else which would be radiating out love to everybody concerned and not thinking about the subject at all.
By not thinking about it you release it and by thinking about radiating love you are now doing that and you get an emotional respond from the universe kicks it into gear and in turn would give you the feeling of utopia, really strong and happy feeling. Which is telling you that its working. The third way we can do it, and this is probably the easiest way to practice all these in one shot is to let go of the subject all together. Pretend that people around you and everything that is happening is game, its like a computer game and if you have no emotional response to it, it can affect you and it will diminish and go away. But you if need to have something happening. So the universe has to create something for you.
So what you do is we use 3.6 million dollars and we switch to that we practice every day to get a feeling first thing in the morning very strong happy feeling. As you get better at that if something negative happens and you can’t switch your thinking on it which is quite common, then switch entirely to something else. Something you have practice thinking about in a happy way. Where it changes the entire chemistry in your body to happy and that would be the 3.6 million. So its not just that we are creating the 3.6 million, we are learning to change our thinking pattern to what we want and our emotional patterns to what we want. And in time you will switch from the 3.6 million to something else. But right now that is why we stay with the 3.6 million. So somethings negative happens, happening let go of it entirely look away, walk away from it do what ever you can and go back to the 3.6 million get emotional response from that and now go somewhere else and look at something else, let go of it, if there is no emotional response from you its getting no energy from you.
The other person can hang on to it and it will be recreated for them again through someone else. But if you give it no energy it will fade away for you and less chance of it ever happening again. Because the universe have kind of a eraser as something no longer gets an emotional response from you things that are in your life you become unresponsive to them they will begin to disappear. It’s like people, if there is people in your life and you have become unresponsive to them given them no energy they say something you have no emotional response what so ever. Those people will leave you, guaranteed. And in exactly the same way that it works with all objects.
We remove the emotional integrity we remove the energy, be it positive negative it doesn’t matter. See an object is there whether you give it positive or negative energy. Whether you love it or hate it. Both ways you are holding it in its place. The only difference is when you love it you are holding it into a more positive way where it can actually transform into positive experiences. Where if you hate it its still there in your life but it transform into negative experiences. And that’s how it works. And that’s why I like to look at things a little bit more like a game. It helps me to release the emotional responses cause I realize I have a lot of negative emotional responses. Just exactly like the example I just gave you.
I have many of those all day long. I didn’t realize it how many I had. But since I have been doing the 3.6 million since I have been practicing that more and more everyday and I get better at it everyday all of a sudden I am starting to see and realize when I don’t have a positive emotional respond to something. And I realize now I have many of those so that’s why some of these little things keep occurring. And rule enforcers are one of them. They have been a ???? ( 24.37) in my life for as long as I can remember. Why because I have an emotional respond to them. So the universe creates more of them. Which mean I have more emotional response to them. And so the universe creates more of them. And they are everywhere for crying out loud.
I mean really, and here I am I am a rule breaker. I become a rule breaker not so much because the rules need to be broken. Well a lot of them need to be bent, but there are so many rule enforcers around me because I have such an emotional attachment to it. So this last one I totally let go. I laughed at it and I let go of it. No emotional respond, that’s not so easy to do when it comes up, I totally switch to something else. In other words I don’t give it anymore thoughts. Of course I have given it some thought right now because I am writing this out, well putting it on tape. So I have had to go through it again, but that is part of the cost of writing this, is that once again I have to think about it. The thought does come up but I just simply switch, I don’t allow it to stay long enough to become an emotional response. See the thoughts will come up, my mind will bring up the thoughts, that’s what my mind I supposed to do. Its supposed to give me the options, do you want to think about this, OK. Well you have had a lot of emotional response to that so I thought you might want to think about that.
I go no, lets think about this, in a mind brings up things you could think about. If its bring up negative things that’s because we have had a lot of negative emotional responses to things. So it will bring up the thoughts according to that. As we begin to change our lives and our thoughts to where positive emotional thoughts.
So today I wanna talk about two things. One – I wanna go over again what I’m doing right now with the 3.6 million. And two – I wanna talk about the thing the we grew up learning to do and not even realize it.
We spend a lot of our time fighting, resisting the things that we don’t want in life, the things that we don’t like. We spend most of our time focused on them – battling them, fighting them, discussing them, mulling them over and so forth – rather just letting them go, putting our attention on what we want, and letting them fade away. Because we’ve been taught that if we just turn away from these things we don’t like that they will get bigger, like a monster and in power. Getting powered and then come for us… Whatever, I don’t know exactly what the fear is, but we seem to think that we constantly need to focus on them, talk about them, all these things… It can be anything. Anything in your life that you don’t like. So we constantly focus on these, we talk about it.
The news media works on that principle. I don’t watch the news – simply because it upsets me, and it’s not what’s on the news that upsets me, because this stuff happens all over the world and it has happened for as long as man… even before man was here. There’ve been hurricanes, there’ve been floods, there’ve been wars – all kinds of things, it’s just been here forever. That’s not what upsets me, it’s the outright lies that the news media presents. The information – most of it is so distorted, so full of lies, it’s not even close to anything what happened. A lot of times it doesn’t even exists.
I know that they bring up discussion and argument and so forth. But over the years have seen quite a few things, witnessed them myself, and then watched it in the news or read about it in the newspaper – and to be quite honest, the two things what I’ve read in newspaper and what I’ve witnessed aren’t even closely related. I’m not sure exactly what reporters do. Ha-ha! Or how they come up with that stuff. But regardless, after time it’s more misinformation by leaving things out. That’s what upsets me.
So, you know, people get educated through the news media and it’s not even true. That’s not the discussion though, that’s something that upsets me, you see? So in order to relieve myself of that – what can I do? I can’t change the news media, I can’t take over all the news stations and change them all, and I don’t need to – they are where they are, and they choose to be that way and that’s their right.
What I need to do – if focus on something else. I simply don’t associate with the news media. I don’t watch it, I don’t look at it, I don’t turn to that channel, I don’t read the paper. To me it just doesn’t exists.
I’m using that as an example. It still exists and it won’t go away, unless more people decide to ignore it – then basically it would go away, or would change appropriately to what everybody wants. This, as an example, is exactly how most things will work with us – as we ignore them, they go away.
As an example – a tree in a fall goes to sleep, takes its attention away from all that’s around, pulls its zap into the ground and basically goes to sleep. As it does that – the leaves die off. Turn yellow, orange, all different colors, and then fall off the tree, simply vanish. The tree doesn’t even notice it, because he doesn’t pay attention to leaves any more. Now, this story is, of course, not a 100% accurate, I’m just trying to use it as an example.
In a spring time the tree awakens. And as it awakens, new leaves emerge. And there they are – the new leaves! And they then form part of the tree’s attention. In a fall, as the tree takes its attention away, and goes back to sleep, the leaves fall away. And this is the same with our reality.
What happens on the news is non-existant to me. Every now and then someone mentions something and I almost have to step back a bit and I go “Wow! Ha-ha! This is what’s goes on? This is what you hear? This is what you believe?” And then I simply let go.
What that is – is the world, the Universe, has all kinds of things, like products in the store. And they simple show it to you and say “Are you interested?” And if I look for a split second, have no emotional response to it and turn away – it simply goes away. For me, not for everyone else – but for me it does.
It will also go away for those who turned away from it, same as myself. So the idea with this creating of these 3.6 million is not to fight and remove the things in our lives and our world that we don’t like. It’s to put our energy and attention to something we do like. And if we put our attention to something we do like, we put our energy there. And as we put our energy there, it grows and the rest fades away.
Now, a lot of it still stays for other people, because their attention is on it – but not us, so we don’t have it. That would mean if your attention is not on these things – on devastation by hurricanes, floods, earthquakes and so forth – you would not end up in a place like that, because your attention and your focus is not there. So you would… even if you were living there, you would have moved by some coincidence – by being offered a job or met someone, or decided to live somewhere else…
Because the Universe will make sure of that – automatically without you or I having to do anything for it. It simply will not put something that does not belong in our lives in there. It’s not forced upon us.
So, as our attention is not there, it simply does not exist. So as we pay our attention to 3.6 million – that’s where energy goes. As we do that, we put less attention on the other things. And each time, each day you have an option – put your attention on something you dislike or hate – or put your attention that brings you joy – the 3.6 million.
I mean, that’s part of the point of the 3.6 million – is to make them so great that you can put your attention there rather than on a subject that you dislike.
So the important thing with this is not to try to change everything or anything in your life… What I’ve been doing and realizing as I do it every day more and more – I realize more and more every day that it’s very simplistic – I don’t need to change anything in my life: how, what I do, where I go, my job, what I do at a job, who I work with, my house, my home… Everything stays exactly the way it is. Just leave it exactly the way it is – but put my attention on a 3.6 million, so I’m adding the 3.6 million to my life. And I’m adding the experience by that to my life.
So instead of doing reverse, always trying to get rid of the bad stuff, trying to remove the bad stuff – what we need to do is work on the opposite side by adding to our lives, adding what we want. It’s like a big pail. The pail basically is always full, because the Universe always delivers to us, constantly, so the pail is full. It might be full of crap, but it’s full.
What we try to do is we try to take the crap out, but by that we focus on the crap and so the Universe sees more crap and puts more crap in, so the pail always stays full, no matter how much we try to take out of it. So instead, we are just leaving the pail and we are adding the 3.6 million – and by that adding the experience of the 3.6 million, and how we feel. You see?
Now the pail begins to overflow. And what flowing out? The crap, that we don’t really want. As we begin to add to our life the things that we want… And we do it in such a way that we are experiencing the things before we have them – by that adding the experience of having them already to our lives – they go into our pail, and our pail begins again to overflow and all the crap flows out. This is what I’m noticing what happens by adding to our life.
So we wanna go towards adding more joy, adding the things we like. So each time we focus on something we like, in other words looking at something we like, that makes us laugh, smile, be happy – that goes into our pail. And our pail overflows – but it’s the crap that we don’t want like – is what flows out. It’s the crap that we don’t pay attention to that flows out. So each time we pay attention to those things that we like – that goes into our pail. What we haven’t been paying attention to or removing our attention away from – automatically by focusing over here – that stuff begins to flow out of top of the pail and run away. It just disappears. The Universe basically removes it for us.
So the conclusion that this leads me to – we are not really able to remove stuff out of our lives. That’s something I’ve been trying to do all my life – I’ve been unsuccessful at no matter how. What I realize now is I’ve always been successful at adding to my life, but I’ve spent all my time trying to remove stuff, not really add it. And so the success has been limited. It’s been limited to my adding.
So most of my life… you know, when I had a job, I didn’t like – I put attention on it, I was trying to remove the job, remove the situation on the job, remove all the things about it, that I didn’t like. But by trying to remove it – I caused more of it, and this is exactly what happens, when I look and think back. The more I try to remove it – the more it became.
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So we wanna add by thinking about the 3.6 million and just adding them. So when I envision them I simply add them, I don’t try to change anything, because by changing something in my life I get into right away thinking about what I don’t want, or what I wanna remove from my life – rather than thinking about what I wanna add. So I simply stick to adding the 3.6 million. In other words wherever I sit – I’m there. From sitting in my boat… perhaps I’m doing some tiling… Wherever I am – I’m simply adding the 3.6 million into my bank account, which makes it really-really simple. Extremely simple, actually, because I don’t have to do all this removing. And best of all – I’m not thinking about what I wanna remove out of my life – I’m just thinking about what I want in my life.
So this morning, as an example, we have problems with our stove in the boat. It’s an oil heated stove. I couldn’t quite get the thing to work properly, and it wasn’t flowing the oil, and I couldn’t figure out where the problem was… Finally after going through one scenario after another after another…
Oh, at first I realized I was getting unset. Ha-ha! Then I realized I was having an emotional attachment to what’s physically happening. And guess what? The situation was getting worse and worse! It seemed like it wasn’t improving, it was getting worse. I’d fix one area and it seemed like another area wasn’t working. I’d get the flow going in the pipe that was clogged, and all of a sudden a flow switch wasn’t working any more… Then a little pump wasn’t working any more…
So I let go and I just said “OK, this is fine. You have 3.6 million in the bank. 3.6 million in the bank. Nothing is changed, everything is as it is, but I have my 3.6 million in my bank.”
So just leave everything as it is – you have the stove that is not working. Here it’s cold this morning, I’d like to have some warmth. But I have 3.6 million in the bank. What does it feel like to have 3.6 million in the bank? So this doesn’t really matter, anyway, right? Because I could pick up the phone, phone that place just down the road there, and I’d say “You got one of those Dixon stoves?”
And they go “Yeah.”
“Can you have someone bring it down and install it this afternoon?”
“Sure we can!”
I could do that, I could do a lot of things. Again, I’m focusing on the stove, so I switch again, I have 3.6 million in the bank. 3.6 million in the bank – how does it feel? See, it takes pressure off. I have 3.6 million in the bank, it’s not a big deal if it’s a little cool this morning in the boat…
Again, I’ve switched back to the boat, and the coolness, and the stove not working. Switch back to the 3.6 million. I’m still not quite getting a bit of a feeling for it, so I wanna switch my emotional attachment from the stove being broken to my having 3.6 million.
Because somehow having 3.6 million in the bank, sitting there, in the bank – makes everything better, and less… less painful? Less irritating? It’s not such a big deal – for some reason. That’s how it works for me, it may not do that for you, but I think it does. It seems to work like this for a lot of people. But that’s how I associate the 3.6 million. See, it just simply lets everything kinda be.
3.6 million means I can go for breakfast this morning. I don’t have to worry about money or anything…
Hey, now, there is an idea – going for breakfast! Ooh, nice hot coffee, bacon and eggs, ooh!
Hey, it’s sunshining! The sun is coming out!
And now I’m realizing there are more wonderful things in my life – the sun shines out, and I’m realizing that I can go for breakfast, have some nice coffee, bacon and eggs…
While I was doing this, I changed my feeling. My emotions started to change and then I continued tinkering with the stove. Looking at the fluid switch, doing this, running downstairs, doing that. I’m still doing it, but I don’t have my emotions attached to it anymore. It’s not irritating me, it’s just a stove. You know, it’s really nothing.
The 3.6 million in the bank -- that I have sitting in my bank account – now, that it something. This is nothing.
A few minutes later, 15-20 minutes later just a little bit of a light tinkering – and bingo! All of a sudden it clicked and started to work, like a … I’m not even sure what I did. I didn’t really do anything – I took one more piece apart, looked at it, put it back together – it didn’t really still work. Then I turned the valve a little bit, and I looked at it some more, went downstairs, looked at this, went back upstairs, turned the valve again…
And something in there in between all that – in maintaining my happiness state, realizing it’s sunny, realizing I gonna go for a neat breakfast, which I really love doing. The breakfast is my favorite meal, that’s why it’s such a big deal for me. Realizing I have 3.6 million, and that’s really a joyful thing! Because of a lot of reasons.
See, that 3.6 million means a lot to me. Not so much the money… Well, the money too, but it’s something I created, something I made. And, yes, at this time it’s not there yet, but to me it is. So I keep saying this thing over and over again. To me it is, and more and more I experience it every day…
Something happened the other day also that was associated with money and it had no effect on my whatsoever. Because I have 3.6 million in the bank. So something negative happened with money and I can’t even remember it now, because I gave it no association with emotions. No emotions were tied to it, so it’s really not stuck in my memory. I just know there was something there, I can’t remember what it was, and I don’t really care.
But the point is it had no effect on me, because I have 3.6 million in the bank, so that’s really meant nothing. So that loss of that money, whatever it was meant nothing in the totality of what I have. And so it’s gone. And probably won’t even happen again, or if it does – it will still have no significance in my life. What that means, is that the Universe is basically creating more of the positive things than of the negative.
Normally something like this, whatever it was, would have upset me, maybe even worried me – who knows? I don’t know exactly any more, can’t remember. And by that I would have created more of it. Instead I’ve created the opposite of it. And yes, maybe in some way it hasn’t showed up yet, but it has showed up in my experience and in my feelings – and it’s really more important than anything else at this point.
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Because without the feeling that I’m getting of those 3.6 million – the 3.6 million would become kinda useless. I would not bring me happiness.
What I’m doing right now is I’m developing the feelings, and I’m changing my life with those 3.6 million. Ha-ha! That’s what gonna make them special, when they arrive, and they will arrive. There is no doubt about that – I feel them more every day.
Needless to say, what I’ve done then is I’ve added it to my life and allowed something else to be removed. So now as I stand here, I have no negative feelings about that stove, and I can’t remember any negative feeling! Now, I realize, there were some, because I’ve changed them, and if I didn’t remember that there were some, I wouldn’t be able to say this, but I can’t tell you exactly what they were. It’s not there anymore. I remember them but I don’t remember them. In other words I know they were there, but I can’t tell you anything about them.
That’s been removed, and shortly… Probably if I didn’t do this recording, the entire incident would probably been erased. But because I’ve done this recording – I’ve held on to it to do this recording. It’s still stuck here, which is OK. I mean, as soon, as I’ve done this – it’s gonna be forgotten anyway. Because I’m gonna go towards putting more into my life, rather than trying to remove it.
So again, when I work on the 3.6 million in the morning… I do it every morning, I play around with it in the afternoon, in the evening, during the day here and there also. But the main strength of feeling I get in the morning. That has to be done – without that I’ve noticed I loose the intensity of it. So I have to bring about the intensity first thing in the morning. And be just on my 3.6 million.
Once I have that very strong feeling, then I have something to play with throughout the day. And like I said, very simple – just forget the stuff in your life. Well, you won’t forget, because there are some things in your life, probably, very hurtful, scary, whatever… Just don’t try to remove them, don’t try to do anything, don’t try to change them. Just change your focus to something else – and let then on their own evaporate, as they loose your attention.
Now, there are many things in our lives that have nothing to do with anyone else, and no one else knows about, or even pays attention to. These things – when we take our attention off them – will begin to vanish. Because they are receiving no energy from anyone. So will just vanish, but before they do, they’ll jump up like little kids and go “Hey, hey, I’m over here! Don’t forget about me! Don’t forget about me! Don’t you realize this makes you very angry? Doesn’t this make you very scared? Don’t forget about me!” They’ll do that.
I notice that this is happening less and less. Now, it doesn’t seem to have the strength any more. My mind is becoming more focused – very happily, very naturally more focused. Because rather than trying to remove what I don’t wanna think about – I’m just adding what I wanna think about. I just keep adding.
If I’m sitting here thinking about something upsetting… Well, then I add something new to my life. And I go “Remember the house that you are buying on that island, on a waterfront with the 10 acres, with the swimming pool, the go-cart track you gonna build? Just exactly how wide are you building that go-cart track? You should work that out, because the guys are coming to help you out next week!”
Yeah, I gotta think about that… How long do I make that go-cart track? Hey, I … even … go-carts yet, maybe I should look on the internet and see and choose the type of go-cart I want, how wide it is and so forth… And that will let me know what kind of track and how do I make it – a dirt track, sand track, does it have to be pavement? I don’t know.
See, now I’m adding something else to my life. I’m giving something else energy. It’s something I want and like – and will have. Hope this makes sense. I think, it did
I want to talk about several things today, one of them is consistency. And this is something that I come across in my own life. Didn’t realize it was happening and here is the thing. As we do something to create something, like what I have been doing now with my 3.6 million dollars. If I continue on everything would be just fine. If I stop doing it now then there would be most likely be a bit of an issue coming up. And this is something that happen in the past. Now I will try to explain it to you this way. Think of a whole bunch of wheels, some turning very fast, they turn around in a day, some it takes week to turn around, some a month some of them six months, some of them a year, some two years.
As I spend the summer working on my 3.6 million envisioning them so that I feel like I have them. I am sticking little notes on those wheels and as the wheels come around again this stuff shows up in my life. In other words I sticking notes of abundance on this wheel feeling of abundance allowing money to come easily and joyfully so forth. We will go into that a little more detail later. Exactly what we are sticking on this ah these wheels. But what happens is some things show up fairly quickly and easily and ah you know within a few day, but some of the other stuff the bigger stuff takes a while to come around. And it may take a year it may take 6 months. We don’t know for sure how long it takes. It depends a lot on us and what we are doing, and how easily we make changes. I am somebody that it takes awhile for me to make a change in my thinking pattern and behavior.
And so in that same token it takes a while for things to kick in. And I know that and I understand that and I am OK with it. Once things get going good they stay there they tend to stay good. They don’t fall back to a negative cycle easily. So here we go we stick a lot of stuff on this wheel. As we practice more and more the stuff we stick on the wheel gets better and better. Because each day I am practicing and getting a better sensation of experiencing that 3.6 million. More and more I feel it and more ah there is a feeling that when I spend the money that the money will return 10 folds, it doesn’t matter these feelings I used to have I can’t even quite remember them so its hard for me to describe. Feelings of quilt of overspending and so forth.
A lot of that seems to have been eliminated. You know I didn’t realize how much I have. But point is as I get better I am sticking these notes on the wheel in a sense. This is the buffer zone, because what we do now takes a while to take effect and show up in our physical reality. But that’s also the tricky part. So lets say I stop doing this now with the 3.6 million and I go this doesn’t work and I forget about it and next spring I do something else early in spring. Lets just say what ever it be and all of a sudden abundance starts coming in that I have been putting on those wheels cause now they are coming around.
So I am doing this new thing what ever it might be ah I have no example it doesn’t really matter I am just doing this new thing I found. Experimenting with maybe I took a course whatever. Now the abundance is suddenly coming in. You see I don’t associate that abundance with what I was doing last summer with this 3.6 million. I now associate it with what I am doing now which is incorrect because the abundance that I coming in now has absolutely nothing to do with the very thing that I am doing. It had to do with 6 months or a year ago the work I was doing. But I don’t remember that. I have totally let go of that. So the abundance come now. Because I have stop doing it, I have stop putting those sticky notes of abundance on the wheel.
And in time that abundance runs out. So lets say by mid summer of end of the summer, all of a sudden the new stuff I stuck on the wheel doubt self doubt lack of confidence things don’t really work for me I have stuck all of that on the wheel when I gave up. And now that shows up and you see I start to think OK what is going on here? I was getting all this abundance in spring when I started this course or this whatever. And now the abundance is leaving me, so I gotta go back and do that again. So guess what, because I am associating my abundance that I was getting with what I was doing in the spring time when the abundance came I think that is what caused the abundance.
So I continue to do that. Work even harder at it and play around with it a go you know maybe now I am not doing that right and so forth and so forth. When all along it had nothing to do with that. Then we give up cause nothing is coming now and we go I don’t know why none of this is working for me. I don’t understand why nothing works for me. Well it was working, you just didn’t realize there was a buffer zone and you have to realize that when the things come, that you probably have to think back away to what you were doing to make what you have now come to you. This is the tricky part because the buffer zone varies from person to person and also varies at different times of your life.
In other words you can have a large buffer zone where it takes a long time for you to think one thing and work at it play with it and when it becomes you and then it slowly comes into your life. For some people it comes very fast. I have found in the past that a lot of it has to do with focus and concentration. The more focus and concentration you have and ability to do that the faster those wheels turn. The less focused we are the easily emotionally detoured we are.
In other words you know we have emotions about this watch them on TV and then we get really emotional about that, in other words we are not really directing our emotions. The more we are like that the longer the larger the buffer zone. Its not a bad thing it is just that’s a safety net. Other wise if we were watching movie and got really emotional about something and say this is awful that is awful it would begin to be created in our reality and we don’t want that and that’s why the buffer zone.
So the more focus we become the faster the wheel becomes, the faster everything comes to us. That’s just the way it is. So we have to understand that that is the way it is. Other wise we get confused of what really worked for us and what didn’t. With sending love as far as my first book this same scenario works exactly the same way. Except because of the book the way its written and what’s done in the book, it’s a long story, what ever. Things can also come very quickly but a lot of things still take a little time.
So people play with it right away they have results, and the book is designed to do that so that you get results some results right away. You see right away that something is happening. And that’s to encourage you. You realize that you have got something now keep going with it and give it time for that buffer zone to catch up. But most people they see a little bit of the stuff coming, and then there seems to be this thing where it doesn’t get any better for a while. It has improve but that’s where it stop it doesn’t get any better.
Well again you have to continue on because you are now in the buffer zone. And although you will continue to see some things happening major thing you are looking for takes time. And it just doesn’t…. not …the flick a switch (9.37) although it does happen like that, I have heard a lot of example, but a standard basis it is usually a little slower. So I am not saying you know it won’t happen over night but whatever you are looking for there is a very good chance. But overall for most people and for myself it does take a little time and we have to realize that.
And that’s what it does and that’s how it works. So what happens is the person stops with sending love and radiating it out, in a few months latter some of the wonderful things that were coming because of that show up. But again they don’t necessarily associate it with the time they were sending love. Or they associate it with something else or not even really pay attention, one of the two. Because it just happens you know some things begin to click for a month or so and falls into place.
And so we kind of run like a little stroke of luck and so we just runs with it and it runs out. Cause it runs for roughly about the same amount of time we were playing around with the sending love. It works exactly like that. This is something that I should have understood 25 years ago but I just didn’t understand I don’t know why I never saw it before. But had I saw that I would have understood you know what I was doing all this time when I was trying various things. I would have been able to write them down, mark them down, then follow that route and see on the calendar perhaps when things show up.
In other words, something even if I stop doing it then when I go through say a lucky streak, whatever we call that. And I mark that on the calendar and I could see oh that is 6 months, that is 8 months or 7 months or 4 months whatever. That will tell me what my buffer zone is. See for me my buffer zone if quiet high for the major stuff. It runs pretty much a year although many times it would be shorter. I will create stuff in record time in a matter of a week. I can come up with an idea think about it put it aside in my head or playing with it a little bit and then put it aside and it shows up 3 weeks later.
But some of my things that takes a little time, things that I have resistance for things that I have been struggling with most of my life. Those things can take a year for me. Now that I understand that I am OK with it. And I also noticed that …??? (12.53).shortening as I work at it and as I stay consistent with what I do, I notice that …????shortening. So basically now I should say that it was up as high as two years it went down to a year and a half then to a year. I am sensing it now I am at six to eight months and maybe even shortening from there. And it is also partially because I am staying a little bit more consistent.
See I tended to play around a lot cause I am always looking for a better way to create. And so I play around and try to sense which one is working best, which is drawing the energy and coincidences, and the circumstances coming more quickly. So with that of course I tend to play around a little bit. And that causes the time lag a little bit more, where if I pick one thing even though if it is not as good lets say something else at least if I stay consistent than if I jog around all over the place.
On the other hand the way I have been doing it this summer I start somewhere and then as I stay consistent with it I tend to improve as I go along. And I noticed that seems to strengthen the pool quite a bit. So you start stay consistent with it and just keep going and make the improvements as you learn grow from it and things will start to come faster and faster.
Of course the wheel you know I am talking about an example.
OK, so I decided to split these things up, because it’s just too much to put it all in one recording. And it’s too much to think about. So it’s best to take one thing, think about it for a while, then go on to another recording.
So the other thing I wanna talk about is the other night I was out with people, and we just casually talked about my book. And Roberta said something and the person beside me engages and says “I love money! I really-really love money!” The whole time he was saying that – he said it quite a few times in a very strong way – what he was actually saying is: “I don’t have enough! I don’t have enough! The flow doesn’t increase!” That’s what I’ve heard.
So I’ve been playing around now with the 3.6 million all summer long – getting a feeling of it and the sensation of what it feels like to have money and allow it. And now I’m through that, [and I’m] getting much more sensitive to what’s around me and what’s been said. In other words when someone says something about money, I can hear what they are really feeling inside. Whether they are really feeling they have an abundance – or not. We tend to say one thing but feel another.